termination

haha i decided to terminate the continuos stories of the GG in my dream...because hor, since i started to write down wat 'she' did in my dream arr...she never appear liao...so my dreams in these few weeks are empty n no meaning de...so i decided to stop writing abt my dream dy...haha

梦的连续剧 1

为什么我们无法控制梦里的一举一动呢？还是那是我潜在且分裂的人格？有时，我甚至觉得，其实正在写这篇文章、这个现实里的我才是虚幻的，梦里那个我才是真实的。还是我其实是个已陷入昏迷状态的植物人，两个人格都是自己的潜意识虚构出来的？哈哈我快疯了！所以我决定把每晚所发的梦写在部落格里，如果有一天我傻了分辨不出那个是应该出现在现实里的我，就请大家帮我找一找吧！哈哈！
（在此我用“小G”代表梦里的我哦）


31/10/2008

车坏了，阳光很刺眼，刺眼到整个画面有点曝光、有点太白，小G甚至连自己也有点看不清楚。太阳虽然很亮，但不热。小G一直跑、一直跑，跑在一条似永远都没有尽头的大桥上，甚至跑到离她的车多远也不知道了。醒来后的第一个年头是：干吗要跑啊?怎么不做taxi? 哈哈！跑得好累哦，起来整个人都累透了，黑眼圈极深，一大早心情坏透了 >_< 1/11/2008

今天小G因为和同事在午饭后旷班去到了别一层的办公室，那是一间设计公司，大家都很忙碌的在个人的位置上切割模型、画poster，甚至有一group人在一面开会一面煮spaghetti 吃，好不一样的开会方式哦！（也许潜意识里的我已厌倦了一成不变的工作，期待着一些不一样的刺激吧？）

可是这家公司有点奇怪，因为恰好他们的CEO 过来，大家都起立，举起右手五根手指，宣示效忠公司，哇好邪教哦！！所以过后小G赶快逃跑了。


2/11/2008

哈哈幸好今天没有梦到小G去做工，不然星期天做梦也要梦到做工，真是人生一大惨事。Jonathan 回来落，所以小G和YY 一起去他的hotel 找他，可是他的hotel 竟是一间夜总会里的小房间！到底他和那老板娘是什么关系，她竟会让他住在她的夜总会？嘿嘿—— 更荒谬的是，Joe 在那边 partime 打工！哈！


3/11/2008

终于有一天小G是休息的，那我也能休息，没有发梦，睡得很好的一天。


4/11/2009

小G看电视的娱乐新闻，明星们现在竟然流行以粉红或红色的眼影掩盖黑眼圈！类似那种大戏的花旦的化妆，大家还认为很潮流呢！男男女女都这样流行着，但好难看哦！

Special Wira

I saw this special Proton Wiraat Sunway Hotel...it has 3 doors!! walau eh...

Convocation - Part 3

(iii) Engine fac

- Boon Seng

- Chee seng and Boon seng

- Naughty Chuan Tat and my bro Tau Wang

- Tall man Chun Wei
- Another tall man Shau king

- My ex-lou gong Ghee Meng

- Kang wei and Tian cheng

- Ah Lai

Convocation Part 2

Haha so sorry it takes so long for me to update the convocation part 2...haha...
very hard to get the photographs from my friend's camera lar...haha...

Here i updated some of the photos:


(i) FSKTM
- My housemates Alex, Poh Siang, Hman, Weng Kin

- Alex and his family (his sis is so pretty!)

- Poh Siang act macho,haha...

- The usage of the bhind part of the selendang...to store your gifts...haha...

- Four of us were so tired...shiang ee, lap cheong, me...audrey was behind the camera


(ii) Faculty of Science

- It was raining! such an unlucky and messy day for convocation...therefore i was unable to take photo with many people lar...so sad...

- my coursemates (see chieh, raymond and amir)


- my roomate Audrey!! (^_^)

- My CC board partner fei zhu cheong yow =)

- my dughters (wei fang n ghin woon)

Convocation Part 1---preparation

WAHHHH so many soft toys lehh...hehe...these were the soft toys that i gave out to my frens whose convocation were during these few days 1...i've been searching around to get suitable gifts for them...hope that they will like it...

This was 1 of the present i bought for my ex-balconymate Fuei Ee...the bigger 1 was mine, the smaller 1 for her...see they look like siblings leh...hehe...

Hand bag

Haha this is the handbag that i bring to office everyday...quite alot of thgs i put inside...

(i) Umbrella - i oso dunno why i bring umbrella as i do not need to walk outside the office, lunch "gao dim" inside office as well...haha...

(ii) Notebook and pen - to take down important notes, remind myself of important procedures or events as i'm so forgetful...hehe...

(iii) Tissues - very nice Jasmine-scented tissues, bought at Watsons

(iv) Lotion, hairwax, facepowder, lip gloss - a must have beauty accessories in a girl's handbag...gua...hahaha...

(v) Purse and handphone - veri veri important...es[ecially my handphone...although there is no Maxis phone line in my office (my office located at LG floor), but i must bring along my handphone...if it's not around me, i felt veri anxious and cant concentrate on work...such a handphone-freak lar me...wakeke...

GG's ways to save small money $$$

(i) PETROL

- Paying petrol for my damn stupid Wira is the most vomit blood thg i must do every week...and petrol cost abt 1/3 of my salary!!! sob sob*** so now d plan of saving petrol is try to car pool with 2 colleagues...and try to drive slow, dun emergency break... n sumtimes if d weather is good, i wil drive without air-cond...but once a week i will allow myself to speed, keke, as drive fast can release stress mah...muahahha~~~~


(ii) MEAL

- Now almost every meal i will take at home, lunch i will bring food to office as well. save quite alot of money from here.hehe =)
- now i very kiam siap to eat outside liao unless it is frens gathering or important occasion...and also unless got people belanja me lar...muahaha...who wanna offer me a meal??hehe =p


(iii) ELECTRICITY

- if it is not very hot, i will try not to on the fan or air-cond. and wil try to do my thgs in the living room, so tat no need to on d light n fan in my room, save some electricity.
-always bring charger in my bag, so that can charge my phone in my office...keke...(please dun let my boss read this article...later she pecat me...muahaha!!)


(iv) PHONE BILL

- i'm using postpaid now...trying to maintain the usage within rm50 but will always over budget 1...kaka...if not urgent i will reply by using sms or MSN...try not to call so oftenly...hehe...but i depend alot on my handphone lar...cannot control the usage...especially when feel sienn, wil non stop sms-ing frens chat with them...haha...but i wil try to control my handphone usage 1!! keke...


(v) PRESENTS

- so many occasions that need 2 buy presents...fren's birthday, wedding, give birth, convocation...haha...try to cut down my budget by sharing d presents with a few frens...cut down costs but add-on sincerity n best wishes...geng ler...wakeke...

"Old Cucumber"

Haha dunno where my mum got the seed, so she has started to plant some "old cucumber" a few weeks ago...hey i dunno what's the english name of this plant, so i just direct translate from its chinese name...hehe...Finally today we got to drink the soup!! yummy soup!! hehe...

This was the place where my mum planted it...a veri small corner at the balcony...

When it was still "young", not "old" yet...it looked exactly like normal cucumber...but slightly fatter lar...hehe...

You see....it's so cute!! ^0^

虽然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

别让我因为你被回忆折磨

而空气凝结了我们的脸孔

我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔

请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意

心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意

心还想着你

想

其实，常常，我还是会禁不住地想他。

对他的感情已经渐渐被取代了，只是，在一起三年的日子，有太多太多的习惯与记忆，像空气一样弥漫在我的生活中。

如今，已经是普通到连msn也不会chat、sms也不会send的朋友了，但是，还是会常常提起他，常常想起他。

他买给我的MP3、情侣相框、包包、衣服、公仔、抱枕；他亲手做的卡片，一字一迹写的信，都是无可取代的。

希望他现在过得很好。

SHE - 最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

星期六 31/05/2008

“大嫂”进厂了，星期六没有办法驾车去Mont Kiara (MK) 做工。大家说，跟经理讲吧，她能体谅的。我心里也这样想，平时她叫我做什么我都帮她做，这次我有小小的困难，她应该会帮我，找别人代替我去那边做工吧？

可是，她竟然叫我想办法去，甚至叫我坐德士、搭巴士、或叫任何人载我过去，其实我是很失望的。她每次叫我过去那边做工，我有说NO吗？朋友叫我鼓起勇气开口叫经理过去那边做工，因为他是唯一一个有车且可以过去的人，但---怪自己没勇气对她说出这些话。我是懦弱的，安娣讲，要勇敢说出自己的想法，不然一定会被欺负的。可是其实，我也不觉得是欺负啦，而且我迟早也是MK 的长期员工，去那边做工也是我的责任，所以我选择沉默。

到底争取自己的权益，还是顺其自然比较好呢？我对我的事业没有任何野心，所以对于任何的不平我也没有去追究了，我只想好好做我的事，只想每天开开心心去上班和下班。但常常还是会有很多工作上的事会牵动我的情绪，为这个所说的话不开心，为一件小事耿耿于怀。或许，不适合做大事的人，就是这样钻牛角尖的吧？

星期四 29/05/2008

“大嫂”又出事了，严格来讲，应该是我驾着“大嫂”又出事了！！！这次是发生于我的车和摩多之间。对方摔伤了手，让我陷入深深的愧疚之中---

注：我的车Proton Wira叫“大嫂”因为他是我哥哥以前的车，现在他有Myvi这二奶了，所以这车现在让我用。我很肯定它很不喜欢我，自从驾了它之后，常常对我耍脾气，呜呜~~~ 前前后后也发生了很多事情，车祸、刹车失灵；窗口我按下时不能按回上来，但只要男生一按它的窗口就能上来了，所以证明我的大嫂事发娇的，哈哈！

今天，是我彻彻底底第一次有想要放弃“大嫂”的念头了，我叫爸爸把它卖了，我不想要它了，不想再和它一起了。我已经很小心在驾车了，专注到很费神很累，精神紧张。我快要发神经了！！

很多人的命格里“忌水”，我想我应该是“忌车”吧？为求心安，我去买了一条水晶手环来带，希望它真得能为我带来好运吧！！

My new crystal

accident again

who wants to buy lottery...give u 4 numbers now...please buy 8.9.9.0....haha....



that is my car plate number...
yes...u are right...i met an car accident...again...
haha...i thought the next accident is going to happen on 1st of july this year...
because the previous two years i met accident on the same date...
but haizzz.....so unlucky yesterday morning at about 9am...

this blind guy never stop in front of d plaza tol mont kiara...
so his car "kiss" my car's backside...uh uh.... T_T
dont worry my frens...it is just a minor hit...not serious and i din get any injury...
just felt very frustrated...why happen again??
the most beh song thing was...his Myvi no effect at all...
not even a small scratch...aihzzzz~~~~
nxt time buy perodua car better lar...haha =p

the most pity is my colleague yuen ying...everytime she sit my car, sure sumthg bad happen de...
previous time was break jammed n tyre got smoke came out...so scary n panic that time...
this time again happen sumthg...so sori yuen ying...haha luckily she stil brave enough to sit my car...hehe...

the quote that i like recently

saw this sign board at MRR2 highway...

like the quote very much:

"Winning is about thinking 1 step ahead"

Happy Mother's day my dear mum and also to all beloved mum of my frens and my enemies as well...wakaka....

me and my family just came back from korean BBQ at Taipan, USJ...we need to sit on d floor and enjoyed our meal...hehe...like the BBQ meat especially the beef...juicy and delicious...

slurrrpppp~~~~ =p

***haha charcoal oso wanna take pic***

*** the cutlery and sauces***

***super nice BBQ beef***

***kimchi soup with seafood***

***veri nice dessert - rice and red dates tong shui***

*** my dad and mum***

***my big mouth brother***
***this small bowl of rice costs RM5!!!!***

忐忑

总是在最幸福的时候怀疑

那个抱着我 吻着我的你

会否是那个陪我度过一辈子

携手走过艰苦、开心的人？

忐忑 是如此难以言词形容

不断折腾我的身心

侵蚀我身体每一个角落

总有个负面的因子

不断在我的血液里来回翻动

总有个邪恶的魔鬼

不断在我耳边怂恿我放弃

总有个那么害怕幸福 却期待幸福的女生

不相信自己应得幸福

所以常常陷自己于负面思想中

忐忑 是如此难以文字形容

上上下下的心 像上上下下的电梯

不懂自己该往上 还是往下走？

pretending as a good daughter on dad's bday

haha...tried to pretend as a good daughter on dad's birthday (21/4/2008)...so i became the chef, and cooked dinner for my family!! hehe~~ luckily nobody get food poisoning, and i hope that everybody really enjoyed the food...kaka even they don't, they also need to pretend and say YES 1 larr~~~haha.. =p

- This is steam tofu with crab sticks and prawns

- Pork ribs with STRAWBERRY jam (sorry non halal)
- Not very strong strawbeery taste, a bit sweet & a bit sour

- Very ugly this ham rolls with cucumber, carrot n fried chicken stick inside

- Special Campbell soup rice

最重要的小事--序

最重要的小事
~~有时候，总有很多事是一直在心里耿耿于怀的，但在别人眼里却是如芝麻的小事。我是个容易钻牛角尖的女生，小如一个眼神，或一句无心的话，都会让我难过一整天。

~~其实这样很累的，常常会禁不住流泪，常常会失眠。所以这个BLOG,我称它为“最重要的小事”，把我觉得重要的事，伤心得开心的，都记录下来。文字代表着我，我的情绪也随着文字，飘向那些应该看到的人的眼里，把这些信息带给适合的人。。。。